Paul_O wrote: I am glad I do not feel this stuff right now, tohugh.
Me too. Besides -I really do not need many people to be around to make myself feel comfortable and not lonely. Even more than that - sometimes when I am completely alone - even for a long period of time - I can feel that I am not alone really. Because I know there are lot of people who are thinking of me and who do care of me. I like to make sudden calls to my friends and parents as well. I know that these calls make them feel the same way as I do - they do know that wherever I would be - I do keep them in my heart and mind. That is a wonderful feeling.